So the blog post didn't happen on thrusday because I have been put on new tablets for my back so I didnt who I was or what I was . Speaking of my back I have now been to the pain clinic and they confirmed what I thought I have degenerative disc disease which when I am older could turn in to arthritis in my spine. That bulging disc they wasnt a trapping a nerve is so I have several options now I have these new tablets and take myself of the morphine slowly . I can have an epidural in my spine I have been referred for physo and a pain management program. This is all they can do because I dont want surgery because I will most like to return to the same pain in 3 years time if not less so to me wasn't worth considering .
So I am going to see how I go with tablets as he also gave me the option of patch so we shall see how I go . I am so going though I really tough time with a friend and anxitey. So if things arent as regular then please just bear with me thanks ,